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Hide all my tears, tomorrow's always a better day. :D

Keep on smiling,
PANGPANG.

Today's 21st again ):

I hoped for everything to just go away, I wanted to be on my own. But I can't.

It's like, I still miss you.

Not in school now, overslept. Tired ttm! I started chionging for O'lvl alrdy.

I'm very very very very disappointed w my Mid Year results. (!!)

))))))))))))))):

I just don't want think about friendship, relationship today. Only, study.

Yes, Study .

I'm v pissed.

Let's just call that person Z. Z show favourtism. Z is bias. Z closes an eye to smart people. Z is not fit to be what Z is working as now. Why? Z picked on me today.

If you insist you want to name yourself Z, I'm speechless.

I flunked it all, supposingly.
I cried and cried, then I ate and ate. Now, I'm hungry again.

Yawn, I miss Iris uh!

Bye, sucker! I'm not going to meet you anymore, I'm not going to even bloody sms you anymore. I hate your sacastism to bloody core of the world! Leave me, leave me. Yes, I'm abandoning you because I don't want to get you to abandon me!

Bugis-d w Rina ystd, bought a hat. Had Cheese Ramen for lunch. It taste exactly like curry instant noodle. Speechless. And bloodly, Rina was late for 51mins. Brr. Caught up w her. Hmmmms. Maybe I should go back working afterall. Miaomiao dao-d me! ):

I don't know what the hell I'm blabbering now.

Yawns.

I am very very hungry now. ):

Went bugis yesterday w Suqin. Bought a pair of 'highwaist' shorts, sleeveless top w ribbon, three-ribbon shoe, long harem pants and hair remover. Did my nails too. :D

Who are those who truly detest the guy who broke the friend's heart? Who are those who would stop your friend from talking bad about you? Who are those who will risk getting into trouble just to accompany you until you feel better? Who? ..

I come to realise it's either you betray the other, or wait for the other betray you.

And that people won't truly treat you well even if you truly did treat him/her well.

I held on to my tears when I was once left there. People won't even realise that I don't even dare to travel home on my own.

I don't want to think today either. Let it past, so I'll lose all reason to talk about it again.

就算全世界都誤會我,也沒有關係.因為我有你懂我.

I'm not going to let tears drown me, because I promised you. Maybe you've forgotten, but everything you said, I remembers and keep it in my mind. Won't forget you.

I did not had chem test yesterday, I saw the timetable wrongly. I was like about to change to school uni then I text Ahzhao if she's going to school already. Then, she said, 'You go yourself.' Startled, I thought she was angry w me, so I immediately called her. Then I found out yesterday no paper. Xiasuay.

Still, I texted throughout the whole of yesterday and met Lester to study. But I just flipped through my bio textbk. Then, I went home on my own, like kinda sad luh. {Because have to pass by b.gombak} Then I told myself, I'm going to study after 12am, as I saw c.s.i on the tv. Then, I fell asleep at 12am. How shit is it?

So, in the morning. I wake up finding myself having very heavy head, and aching limbs, even trembled. It was cold. I bought ribena on my way to school and had my exams. All the questions are like alien to me! Slept and slept.

Then, I reached home. And found out that my temp is 37.8. Like shit.

Today is a very shitty day. I can't stop complaining. Now, at this state I'm in. How on earth am I going to complete my 5 pages art prep. And double side? Kill me now. I don't dare to face my results. Getting Ab is nicer than U.

):

Extended my eyelashes :D

I had not started on my chem, shall study from 8am to 10.30am then head to school. Don't doubt, I had not even touched bio or my art prep and I left my canvas to collect dust. I've lost all motivation to study already. In my mind, 'I-must-trash-him', 'I must win him' is still running about. But, I just don't feel like studying. Damn it. I have to win those guys no matter what. Can't afford to lose to losers. Lol.

I need contactlens, the eyelashes are poking on to my specs. And I just realise I only got one left eye contacts. :x Maybe get a blue pair or grey pair. HAHAH.

Yesterday exams was a little not-that-tough. But that leaves me more worried than ever. Is like everytime the exam easy, more people will fail. Overconfident? I think so. And I always get just pass. Well, getting just pass for combinedhumans, I should already amchiou. Hahah.

Texted w Wilson, Lester, Daniel until late night. I'm soooo sleepy now uhs. And I swear I will never carry my handphone into the examination hall. It just keeps on reminding me I have a message unread. After yesterday's lianhuanduoming calls from my mum, and those constant reminders that I have a few messages unread, I decided that touchscreen phone is really not my thing.

Alright, I shall start studying now. Bye, people! <3

PANGPANG♥
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Back to how it started.

April 2010 May 2010

Reminiscence all those tears.

Relink! #13. Still. #12. Pissed. #11. True #10. Won't. #9. ): #8. Tired. #7. Cried. #6. Bye. #5. Away.